Shema and Penitence
By Rabbi Dovid E.
Eidensohn
We want to cover two Torah
teachings. One is the passage in Shema ואהבת את השם אלקיך. Why is there the
word את? Let it just say “Love HaShem”?
The second Torah teaching is the
Zohar in the beginning of Yisro. The Zohar quotes Yisro as saying “Now I know
that HaShem is the true G‑d.” For some reason after the disciples of Rebbe
Shimon compliment him strongly on his teaching, they become very emotional, even
discussing what life will be like when Rabbi Shimon dies, and concluding that
his teachings will descend from the other world.
Let us answer the first passage why
there is the word ESS. The rabbis ask this question and explain that The ESS is
added to require us to love one’s rebbe or Torah teacher. Now that seems to be
an incredible thing. Can a human being, even a teacher of Torah, be put in the
same passage as HaShem?
First the answer to the first
question why we are commanded not just to love HaShem but to love ESS meaning
an additional thing. What additional thing is there that we are commanded to
love? The rabbis say we are commanded to love HaShem and His Torah scholars.
But a Torah scholar is far removed from HaShem. What does all of this mean?
Let us imagine that there is a beginning Torah
student, and he has a very great rabbi. If we tell this student to love his
rebbe, he has no problems with it. Because the rebbe is a person and his powers
and problems are known and understood by people, even the beginning Torah
student, with at least basic understanding.
However, when HaShem commands us to
love HaShem, we have a problem. None of us including Moshe Rabbeinu ever saw
HaShem. Moshe prayed to see HaShem and was shown a bit of HaShem’s tephilin.
But not HaShem himself. Of course, even if HaShem wanted to show Himself to us,
who among us has the eyes and the brain to absorb what he sees? Nobody, not
even the greatest angel. Therefore, how can we love something we cannot
possibly even see, not totally and not part of Him?
Therefore, the ESS is added to
include rabbis and Torah scholars. Because as we love our rabbis and Torah
scholars, Torah enters our hearts and heads, and once Torah enters our soul,
the Torah brings with it miraculously, the love of HaShem. That is why there is
a Torah. We cannot know HaShem, but if we know Torah, the Torah brings us, to
some degree, depending on how well we learn, to know HaShem and love and fear
Him. Thus, when the Torah tells us to love HaShem, it must add that we must do
this by loving rabbis and Torah scholars. Then Torah enters our hearts and our
souls, and we can come from loving Torah to loving HaShem.
Now we turn to our next question.
Why does the Zohar make such amazing comments when Rabbi Shimon tells us about
Yisro? It is because he was once the greatest pagan and then saw the truth and
worshipped HaShem. To understand this we must understand a rule taught by the
Kabbalists, that when HaShem created Adam He created his lofty soul and
prepared him for the greatest holiness. But there was something else. He
prepared Adam for the greatest Tumo and evil. Before Adam was brought by HaShem
into this world and the Garden of Eden, Adam had to pass down from the high
heavens, and on the way, he was accosted by an angel of evil, designed to tempt
mortals and bring them to sin. It seems that this woman become pregnant from
Adam! After Adam came into the world and was in the Garden of Eden, got
expelled because of the snake and Eve, Adam refused to go near his wife for a
long time. He lived alone and every night that same evil angel came to Adam and
made him do terrible sins, giving birth to many evil demons. What do we learn
from this? We learn from this that HaShem created people to achieve the highest
heavens only after they pass through the greatest temptations and evils.
This is why the Zohar was so
enthused about Yisro when he confessed that he was once the greatest pagan but
now strongly believes in HaShem. Yisro without being a pagan is “light from
light” which is less powerful than “Light from darkness.” But the pure darkness
of being the greatest pagan in the world has a power to reveal the greatest light.
For this the Zohar waxes greatly enthusiastic when Rebbe Shimon revealed that Yisro
who was once the greatest pagan but repented that belief, was able to find the
greatest levels. Yisro was “light from darkness” which is greater than “Light
from light.” Yisro merited to be the father-in-law of Moshe, and merited to
have the Ten Commandments and the Torah revealed in his parsha, Parshas Yisro.
He achieved this mighty level because of his earlier worship of the idols more
than others did. The Torah is filled with darkness and the pious enter the
darkness with penitence, with Teshuva, and struggle until they turn the black
denseness into the greatest and holiest light. Thus all of us are afflicted
with darkness and sin to some degree, and when we determine to repent, our
darkness turns to the greatest light. For this a human being was created, to
struggle with darkness and to repent and then to merit light from darkness, the
highest level.
This does not mean that HaShem
requires all people to sin terribly in order to merit paradise and higher
levels. Some people are tempted and conquer the temptation and they are tsaddikim
who don’t sin and maybe never sinned. The gemora and the Ari z”l said that some
people only died because it was decreed on all people to die, but they had
never sinned. But everybody has temptations. Some resist and some fail. But everyone can repent and find Paradise.